Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The Metamorphosis


O ne morning, as Gregor Samsa was waking up from anxious dreams, he discovered that in his bed he had been changed into a monstrous verminous bug.



H e lay on his armour-hard back and saw, as he lifted his head up a little, his brown, arched abdomen divided up into rigid bow-like sections.

From this height the blanket, just about ready to slide off completely, could hardly stay in place. His numerous legs, pitifully thin in comparison to the rest of his circumference, flickered helplessly before his eyes.

“What’s happened to me,” he thought. It was no dream. His room, a proper room for a human being, only somewhat too small, lay quietly between the four well-known walls.


G regor’s glance then turned to the window. The dreary weather—the rain drops were falling audibly down on the metal window ledge—made him quite melancholy. “Why don’t I keep sleeping for a little while longer and forget all this foolishness,” he thought. But this was entirely impractical, for he was used to sleeping on his right side, but in his present state he could not get himself into this position.




N o matter how hard he threw himself onto his right side, he always rolled onto his back again. He must have tried it a hundred times, closing his eyes so that he would not have to see the wriggling legs, and gave up only when he began to feel a light, dull pain in his side which he had never felt before.

I've been a fan of Franz Kafka's work for some time now. When I came across this tragic little bug in my bathroom last night, legs whirling frantically in the air, I couldn't help but think of Kafka's particularly famous short story, The Metamorphosis.



I watched this bug struggle to right himself for about ten minutes, contemplating the sheer cruelty of his design, before shooting a few grainy pictures and tossing him outside (wrapped in kleenex of course).



He certainly would have related to the charming, yet pathetic Gregor from Kafka's odd little tale (which you can read a full online translation here if you so wish).


Also, just on the note of this story, one of my favourite artistic interpretations was done by the lovely artist Jana Sterbak in 1995, in a video entitled Condition. In a haunting translation of what I consider the cyclical nature of suffering, her video is fascinating for those familiar with Kafka's work in particular. You can take a look at it here (Or you may just find it weird, that's cool too).

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Fish Trap

y ou're standing by the grey ice water ....... out in the wind ...... above ground out ..... in the weather ..... you had yourself a crazy lover ....... becoming frozen .....trying hard to forget her

At home on a boat, .....it's a fish trap you took the path of least resistance ...... on the phone cutting out talking ....... short to long distance you're standing by the grey ice water ...... out in the wind .....above ground out in the water.


What is this? No clue. I literally picked up watercolours and made rainbows, then hated it and doodled, then hated it aaaand put it up anyway. I had 'Grey Ice Water', by Modest Mouse bouncing around in my head for some reason, which I think subconsciously made me paint fish.

Sketchy men


S unburnt, tired, lazy....


But these beautiful men, courtesy of The Sartorialist, have at least encouraged me to pick up a ball-point pen. Magnifique, et Merde.

On a sidenote, I was informed today that Kings of Leon are coming.
And I will see them. and draw them obsessively until then.




Sunday, May 17, 2009

The Canals of Our City

T he times we had Oh, when the wind would blow with rain and snow Were not all bad We put our feet just where they had, had to go Never to go
The shattered soul Following close but nearly twice as slow In my good times
And I will love to see that day That day is mine When she will marry me outside with the willow trees And play the songs we made They made me so And I would love to see that day
Her day was mine .

(lyrics-Beirut, Images compiled from an Italian Cookbook)